I want you in my fairytale ending.

I didnt expect any of this to happen. Any of us to end up on the same boat. I dont like feeling like this, i dont like making things so complicating for everyone. & For making you be in such a spot. I never thought i'd spill the beans, I never thought anyone would know. I thought i could keep it hush, I thought i could make things appear better. I dont want us to fall apart, I dont want this to be the way it is. I just hate myself for feeling this way about you.

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Just when i thought things would turn out better. I got losta things running through my mind. And there I was thinking i could forget abt it, then came more problems. I hate feeling like this.